I sit inside of my brain, content, at peace, and in love. I've fallen in love. It has happened. My brain, is pulsing at every moment. Pulsing funny things, making me laugh. I'm dreaming this aren't I. Aren't we? I sit back and think of the power of love, the power of mantras, the power of it all. My brain pulses the word cigarette with every rolling second, but I won't give in. While, I want one so bad, I hate cigarettes. Whoever invented them sucks.
Anyway, I am happy to have met you folks. Some of you have proven to be the kindest, sweetest, most beautiful people I've ever seen. Thats the thing about love, and everything, your just so beautiful. Sometimes I see something so beautiful, so astonishing, so intelligent, and so gorgeous, and I become obsessed, addicted. and most of all grateful. These people surrounding me are so beautiful. They are loving, loved, and dreaming. I feel warm, comfortable, and in love. Love is all around. I'm fighting a war within myself of love. It's a sexy war. One where I feel I will not die, one that I know I am safe. I'm in a point in my life where I'm taking things back to when I was young. I'm refreshing my brain of all the negativity, all the anger, all the fights, all the rudeness, all the this, all the that, and i'm going back to love. I'm going back to when I was young, and growing up and painting and when I'd say to myself, you can change your life simply by training your brain how to think properly. You can attract things into your life that will change your life forever. Your thoughts control your future. How you think is everything. Songs are mantra's, and we can actually do something medical by this music thing. Music is medicine, and all these thoughts right here in this sentance are probably funny to you, cuz it's quite a loved thing.... When we sit back, put the world in a blender, and push music, we are curing cancer, curing disease, and strengthening the power of love around us. Love is the most powerful thing on Earth and I believe in true love. For everyone that I've met, we're looking out for one another. I met this girl named Jo Jo and since I met her my brain says Jo Jo, Jo Jo, Jo Jo, Jo Jo, Jo Jo, Jo Jo, Jo Jo, Jo Jo, lmao. Yup, she is my Danielle Wolfe, Melinda Ouelette, Taylor Zapora, Miranda Inzunza, Rachel Lynn, etc. lol. She is so cute. This girl came to my work a few weeks ago and when she left I was hysterical and said to my coworker that's what I love right there. Thats what I love.... And I've thought of Jo Jo every second of every day since she left. My quote of the month is "Do you know Jo Jo"? Jo Jo, was one of those gorgeous Korean (if i'm correct) girls that you would see in the front row of Ellen Degenerous sitting next to Oprah Winfrey with a puppy, cotton candy bubble gum in her purse, and a rolled up blunt that no one except Jo Jo and I know about ready to be smoked at 2 am after Dave Matthews performs. Jo Jo, I love you Jo Jo.
So Jamba Juice was making me crazy. I'm still available for work... and sort of on break. I'm back home with my Mom and bro, and I love them. They are moving to Maine... I'm going to tag along, and eventually make my way back to the Big Apple, a place that I love so dearly... Things are going great... I have no complaints. School is heavily on my mind. When it comes down to how much I dream of my new friends, I wheep softly as I await reuniting with most of you. Most of you are so good looking it's insane... Talented musicians, smart geniouses.... gorgeous women.... Most of you are doing things right, with love, and gracefully. I've never felt so blessed to have been given the gift of life, just to dance with my friends. I froze at work and asked my boss, Kyle, what are you grateful for... His answer remains yet to be built upon... He's thinking... He'll get back to me... I'm good with him... He's a beauty... and actually someone I deeply love... It's not everyday you get to work with people you truly love and care about... Same with Janea. Janea is pregnant and Janea reminds me of my Mom in so many ways... Smart, funny, hotter then hott, and so cool. I think being pregnant is so cool. If your pregnant, two thumbs up, your the best. Cuz it's a miracle. You giving birth... I find it to be fascinating. I applaud you, and think you are so loved by God and the universe.
JR did so good at The Bitter End.... I've never met someone that reminds me so of Z Stevens... I get so pumped to see JR.... uuumm.... Evan Nachimson killed it at Cafe Vivaldi and Tracy reminds me of my mom a lot tooo. I love Tracy so much... Tracy has a southern twang, mixed with warm wisdom... SO hott... And the best musician I know... Lord lorax does his thing with Tracy... I dunno, I stand back and watch it all. I feel like everything is moving around me, everyones doing there thing, and we have the ability to go about the day doing whatever it is we wish while everything dreams. Adele... I'll never forget riding on the highway in my civic... and when Adele played I got goosebumps... Goosebumps are the shiznitt.
All I know is the best part of something is the completion... When you've done a good job, you've done things right... It's important to top it off with little ice cream at night. Love the one your with, sing about the tits, join in with a little Evan Nachimson. Sad days will arrive, good days will go, still you can find it moves so slow. Lights will guide you home, back to where you were born, love will pull you in it's direction, just like a groovey storm. Zombies will walk, love, and hug jack, jack is what they will drink, health prevents heart attaches. Jamba is good, you are so smart, Jamba well it should be the revolution following this fart. Changing out world putting wheat grass in my veins, making me feel good.
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